heartofashes: (dalmi)
 

Going through my old, extremely old wip drafts, today I stumbled upon a particularly special wip - a snippet from an original novel that I had once thought I’d write, but never quite ended up fully fleshing out. The idea had first come to me the summer after I finished high school - I was a complete nerd for modern Indian history, especially the nationalist anti-colonialism movement and the story I had envisioned was  of two best friends, Dhrubo and Borun, who become embroiled within the anti-colonial struggle in 1940s rural Bengal, and how the epic story of their love, romance, longing and coming-of-age plays out against the backdrop of the real historical events of the 1946 Calcutta riots, and the freedom struggle as a whole. 


I had conceived this as a historical romance novel in the vein of European wartime fiction like Sebastian Faulks’ Birdsong, or even Ernest Hemingway’s A Farewell to Arms, but of course, this comes nothing close to any of them. But I did write a couple of scenes that I was proud of, and I found this particular one which is one of my favourites, and I thought I’d dump it here anyway, since I don’t plan to continue writing this novel in the foreseeable future. Have fun reading (or not reading, lol)

heartofashes: (mingyu)
 This is something I had written back in September 2020, in the midst of a terrible depressive episode and dealing with feelings of intense burnout related to my own work and personal life. I posted the first chapter on ao3, then realised that it's too real, too vulnerable for me to post on a platform like ao3 and the thought made me spiral further. I hastily deleted the fic from ao3, but the doc has still been lying in my wip folders and idk what to do with it at all, I definitely don't want to keep looking at it day in and day out and feeling shitty about a) my writing b) my life c) about deleting something from ao3 that's written about two of my favourite boys in the world - mingyu and junhui. 

Hence, I'm just dumping it here. I'm glad nobody will truly notice that this is here while at the same time, I can get it away from my wip folder and never have to look at it again lool.

Expandkiss like my heart is hitting the ground )

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